“Gimmie De Whole Bag!”

I placed a few sunflower seeds at a time in my then two-year-old daughter Ariel’s tiny, outstretched hand while she walked contentedly beside me through the mall.

Without warning, she flung herself on the floor, arms and legs flailing like a crab on its back in distress. “Gimmie de whole bag! Gimmie de whole bag!” she screamed.

Being nine months pregnant and living in Massachusetts didn’t leave me many options to rectify the situation. So I took a deep breath and continued my unhurried stroll while keeping an eye on her over my shoulder. My steps and her cries echoed through the mall corridor.

Sometimes we treat God, our heavenly Father, in like manner. We throw tantrums because we want or feel we deserve more, or the things we desire aren’t happening fast enough for our liking. “Why isn’t my ministry, my platform growing?” “Why did they get that opportunity and not me?” How quickly we forget His past leadings and turn from gratitude for what God has placed in our hands to demands and discontent.

Realizing her attempts to get her way had failed, Ariel’s cries subsided, and she scrambled to her feet and caught up with me. I met her gaze with a raised eyebrow and placed a few sunflower seeds in her hand.

Ariel desired a healthy snack, and I was happy to give her portions she could handle so she wouldn’t choke. God does not change the course He laid because of our childish and ill-informed demands. However, He is gracious to welcome us when we return to walk in step with Him. He portions according to our maturity and the gifts and calling He’s given us.

Even when our desires are good and part of God’s plan, the road to our desired place and destiny often includes delays and setbacks. God uses the journey to prepare us for our destination, to equip and train us to become more compassionate and able ministers. We can rest and trust that our Good Father blesses and dispenses what we need and leads according to His will, way, and timing.

Addendum: I’m happy to say that Ariel is now a beautiful, well-mannered, and even-tempered young woman and mom.

Blessed to be a guest on Music Dreams USA Radio Official with host Russell Kaye

ANNOUNCEMENT: I’m now represented by publicist Mickey Mikkelson of Creative Edge Publicity. If you’d like to host me for an interview, have me speak at your event, please contact Mickey for details, availability, and to make arrangements here: mickey.creativeedge@gmail.com  

ARTICLES WHERE I'VE BEEN THE GUEST INTERVIEWEE
(I've had the privilege of being interviewed on several platforms over the last few weeks and will share them on social media and some in my blog posts.)

Article Q&A on Children’s Christian Authors website with host and amazing author Julie Lavender.
where we encourage families and reach children for Christ.

"Christian Children’s Authors is your go-to site for finding faith-building Christian books for kids of all ages as well as free resources, activity ideas, reviews on new children’s books, and much more."

My Q&A INTERVIEW ARTICLE AS JULIE'S GUEST HERE:
https://christianchildrensauthors.com/2026/08/03/jamaican-born-author-launches-debut-picture-book/

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Thank you Jeannie Delahunt for hosting me on your site.

Check out her website the J. Delahunt Club where she invites readers to, "Engage with a variety of genres designed to educate, uplift, and entertain. Rest a moment and browse through."
MY Q&A INTERVIEW ARTICLE AS JEANNIE'S GUEST HERE:
J. Delhunt Club website interview for Tropical Dreams with Rachael M. Colby

Hardcover edition of my children’s picture book, Tropical Dreams releases October, 30, 2026. Available for preorder now!

Parables in Pencil: Sketches and Devotionals of my 30 Favorite Parables by Dr. Bill Nichols

Stunning and powerfully moving original hand-drawn pencil sketches by Dr. Nichols depict the parables that accompany each of his insightful and enriching devotions.

Filled with pearls of wisdom and Pointing to the Pearl of Great Price, which when we find it, as Dr. Nichols states in that parable, “we finally find it is not a thing at all, but a person—The Lord Jesus Himself.”

Truly, a feast for the soul in this new devotional. Available on Amazon in Kindle, softcover, and hardcover editions:
https://amzn.to/3Teh61P

The God Hunter by Annette Griffin and Franella Smith

A Beautiful, heartfelt #childrenspicturebook that draws the reader on Simi’s hunt for God and answers to hard questions. A journey that leads to revelation of God’s ever presence,  lovingcare, and healing.

#TheGodHunter #FindingGodSeries #DressedInLovePress Available now: https://amzn.to/4xT87Cf

The Colors of Home by Edwina Perkins https://amzn.to/4iPKEgu

Tales of Aras: becoming Fire and Lightening by Terrance Niedziela Jr. https://amzn.to/4xDjmi0

I Was Afraid to Die: My Path to Overcoming by Chuck Carr.

A wonderful tool for introducing people to the gospel and for young converts. https://amzn.to/4h0lZ6t

PRIOR POSTS

  • “Gimmie De Whole Bag!”
    I placed a few sunflower seeds at a time in my then two-year-old daughter Ariel’s tiny, outstretched hand while she walked contentedly beside me through the mall. Without warning, she flung herself on the floor, arms and legs flailing like a crab … Continue reading ““Gimmie De Whole Bag!””
  • Tropical Dreams Launch Day
    📣🥳🌴It’s launch day for #TropicalDreams my debut #childrenspicturebook! It’s also just happens to be the 10-year anniversary of launching my website in obedience to God. (I’ll share that amazing God story another time.) Welcome to a journey into the heart of island … Continue reading “Tropical Dreams Launch Day”
  • A Hairy Dilemma
    The flowers stood still in the walkway. Even the leaves on the maple tree hung motionless over the driveway on that serene Sunday afternoon. My mission: test my new handheld vacuum cleaner on our minivan, which bore evidence of four children and … Continue reading “A Hairy Dilemma”

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Author: Rachael M. Colby

Rachel M. Colby has a heart for reconciliation and a passion to uplift those who serve in tough places. She writes to connect culture's questions with Christianity’s answers, inspire faith, and motivate. She is an award-winning writer in the categories of articles, poetry, devotions, essays, flash fiction, and children’s picture books. Her article The Integration of Oak Ridge (the subject of her WIP) won the 2022 Selah Award for Articles in Print at the Blue Ridge Mountains Christian Writers Conference. She is a longtime member of The Jerry Jenkins Writers Guild and a protégé in the Cecil Murphey Mentoring program. Rachael's work has appeared on the Blue Ridge Mountains Christian Writers Conference Blog, Chicken Soup for the Soul, Christian Devotions, Southern Ohio Christian Voice, Inkspirations Online, in the compilation books Creative Writing Journal: Faith Inspired Writing Prompts & Hope-Filled Poetry, Defining Moments: Memorable and Inspiring Stories from Outstanding Leaders, and The Courage to Write: 62 Devotions to Encourage Your Writing Journey, and in the Oak Ridger newspaper. This Jamaican-born wife, mom, beach bum, artist, and work in progress makes her home in Cape Cod, Massachusetts. She runs on copious amounts of coffee, chocolate, and a whole lot of “Help me, Jesus.”

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